Hello there Bloggers ☺️
So I’ve had a little trouble writing lately. Literally feels like I have nothing to write. I don’t like that feeling. This got me thinking to why I started blogging. I remember my thoughts were so cramped that I just needed somewhere to empty and put them out. It was amazing because whenever I got a thought or something was bothering me I’d type it away. While I was thinking of this I realised that till now I haven’t really posted anything that fits with my blogging name, ClumsyandSilly. So why did I choose this name?
Whenever someone was asked to describe me clumsy and silly would always be mentioned. That’s how I portrayed myself to those around me. I never let them see the serious emotional side of me, that’s why my thoughts when alone or at night in the comfort of my bed were nothing like people saw. I changed myself, I wouldn’t say became closed up but more aware and cautious of when, what, how and why something is being said or done.
When I started blogging I knew that I wanted to speak the thoughts I never trusted or dared to say. I wanted to be able to free the screaming thoughts and emotions without having anyone look me in the eyes and dig deeper. I just wanted to be able to be heard, without any second thinking or doubts. But I guess now it feels like, what do people want to read? What posts will interest others? What messages will my readers take from the posts I share?
I don’t know. I just can’t find the inspiration to write something that satisfies me enough to post up. I know I want to write, I know I want to in someway benefit my readers with the posts I share, and I know for a fact I don’t want to be the person that blows unwanted Smoke on the people passing by.
So all you beautiful people out there, I need your help. What would you like to read about? What will benefit you in any way? What’s some experiences or opinions you would like to be shared? I would love to hear all your suggestions and thoughts. Please let me know what you think and what I should do. ☺️
Bye for now and stay amazing my fellow bloggers. 😘