A sense of emptiness,
What is happening?
Why am I struggling?
It shouldn’t be this hard,
It should just come naturally.
Yet here I am,
Once again surpressing an emotion,
An emotion that I can’t open up my heart to.
No matter how hard I try,
The second I feel the lump and its momentary sting
Everything recoils and I’m back at zero.
Deep down I know,
I know what it is that I’m feeling.
However it doesn’t really matter,
Since I only know you’re name,
And have no idea why you’re here.