Just like your beating heart…

Sometimes you live life to its fullest,

Sometimes you’re on top of your game,

Sometimes you succeed in every step you take.




Other times life gets tough,

Other times you get knocked off your feet,

Constantly finding yourself fighting a battle,

Simply trying to find the strength and courage to get up,

And stand on your two feet.


There are also times when you might get lost in a whirlwind,

And find yourself stuck on repeat.


But don’t you worry,

All these times are part of life,

And just like your beating heart,

Ups and downs are perfect signs of being alive.


So this is what I’ll leave you with…

Don’t wait for everything to be perfect before you decide to enjoy your life.

– Joyce Meyer


Embrace all life’s moments,

Smile when your happy,

Cry when your sad,

Blush when your shy,

Scream when your angry,

And laugh whenever you get the chance.


Just wanted to quickly thank all my beautiful readers for dropping by and being so kind, for today marks 2 years since this blog was created. I’m so grateful for all your support.



I never imagined it would be you…

I almost forgot what it was like to feel like this,

And never once did I imagine you’d be the one,

The one to fuel these emotions after they’ve been put out for so long,

I know it’s because you care,

But I just needed you to show me in a different way,

To simply hold me,

And tell me it’ll all be okay,

But unfortunately you decided on a different way.


Surely the wounds are deep and I can still feel their sting,

But I forgive you ,

And I will always continue to love you the same.

… I’m back!

Been away for so long, not because of writers block and not because I no longer wanted to post.

However I’ve been just simply caught up with everyday life.

I didn’t realise how long it’s been, until I got a notification alerting me of a new comment made.

A fellow blogger, an amazing friend, so kind enough to just simply check up and see where I’ve been. Reading the comment in complete shock, I never thought someone would even realise I was gone.

In a visceral moment, I realised how much I missed this online world. This online place where I’ve met all these amazing and caring people. This place where I could unleash all my thoughts and feelings.

To be honest, I don’t think I would’ve come back anytime soon. But every since I read that comment, my mind has been going wild with new thoughts and new post ideas. I just needed to get back into it.

Now Ofcourse I’ll be unleashing all my thoughts and ideas but in addition to those I’d really like to start posting about something you guys have requested every now and then. You guys can spark my imagination with anything you wish… a phrase, a topic, an issue you’ve been thinking about or just simply a word that may come to your mind. I don’t know it’s completely up to you.

Anyways I think I’m getting carried away because I haven’t written in so long, so I’m going to force myself to end it here. I’m looking forward to posting and reading your amazing blogs again.

Stay amazing ❤️

An attempt to fool them…

Eyes start to sting,

Chest slightly hurting,

A lump welling up,

A headache slowly forming.


Putting the coffee down,

Breathing in deeply,

And exhaling calmly,

You wipe away the stray tears,

Fake a smile,

And look up into those familiar pair of eyes…


However you fail the attempt at trying to fool them,

As a split second later,

You realise,

They were embedded with nothing but disappointment!

Have you heard?

Have you heard the rumours going around?

There are so many. Such detailed facts and stories that I don’t recall. It’s funny how much you can learn about yourself when you just stop and listen to what others are saying.

The scars remain reminding me of the emotions and pain. I cared for a while, actually a lot longer than a while, but there comes a point when you just don’t care anymore. It no longer has an effect on me. You can talk all you want, I can hear you but not a single word will stick around long enough to ruin me.

There came a point when I retaliated but that made me just as low as you. So you know what? Watch me stay silently smiling. It’s my way of showing you just how much I care.

Hate it?


Because from now on we got to kill them with kindness.

Starting over again…

Standing proud and tall,

Admiring the familiar stranger that I’ve got to know so well,

“You’ve come along way and it’ll only get better from here”

But so I believed,

In an instance the smile we shared was no longer there,

A sudden perplexed emotion quickly took its place,

A feeling from within that I haven’t felt in so long,


The feeling got worse,

I was suffocating,

Slowly drowning

“NO! NO!”

The mirror shattered and I was left staring at the scattered fragments,

Unable to pick them up and place them back in place,

It stung and burnt, cutting deeper the more I tried,

“How could I let this happen?”

With tears staining my sheets, I promised …

“I’ll stay strong and just start over again.”


P.s. Never give up, even you fall and have to start again. Get up and get further than you were before, making adjustments to create a more perfected version of the previous attempt.

Weird almost quiet moments…

I smile,

I sing,

I dance,

I live,

I’m filled with happiness,

And empty of hate,

I have a clear mind,

And positivity that runs through my veins,


Ofcourse there are moments where the Melody I’m listening to quietens,

I’m left stuck in this weird emotion,

I don’t understand it,

I allow myself to experience it for a bit,

Then go back and turn the dial,

Putting the melody back in full blast.


No one will see me frown,

Not even the person looking back in the mirror.