Only time will tell…

Woke up with an invaded territory

Hundreds of them,

Fluttering about,

Where did they come from?

How did they find a way in?

What is it that they know but I don’t?

Why are these butterflies fluttering around making me nervous?


I guess only time will tell…


How do you live?

Are you stuck on repeat?

Or have you managed to press shuffle?


Are you living alone, just simply passing by people?

Or are you actively involved with the people that surround you?


Do you make time for loved ones?

Or is your interaction with them very minimal?


Basically, do you only fully exist in your story or do you have an important part in the stories of those around you?

I’ve got some juicy news…

Hello there fellow bloggers. Okay so I recently got nominated for two awards… How exciting right? But wait… this isn’t the Juicy news I’ve got to share.

I’m going to be a little mean and carry on with the rules first.

Versatile Blogger Award


1. Thank the person who nominated you and provide a link to their blog! I’d love to thank thegirlonthego08 for nominating me for this award. I really do appreciate it, and recommend all of you to go check out her amazing work. You definitely won’t regret it, I know I really enjoy it.
2. Link the nominees and inform them about their nomination…

3. Nominate at least 15 bloggers of your choice.. 
I’m going to delay number 2 and 3 for a bit but don’t worry I’ll definitely get back to them very soon.
4. Share 7 facts about yourself..
it’s  funny how I suddenly forget everything about me when this question pops up 😂

1. I love adventure

2. I’m afraid of driving

3. I’m very lazy at times

4. I have my days when I’m extremely active and just can’t keep still or sit down

5. I love mint choc chip icecream

6. I can get bored very easily

7. I’m a huge procrastinator (which most of you should know by now 😂)

Liebster Award

Ok now it’s time to thank the one and only beautiful Alison 🐼 for nominating me for this award. Honestly her blog is amazing. Oh yea and I can’t not mention how amazing and supportive she is to her fellow bloggers. Which I personally sincerely thank you for 💕 Guys seriously go check out her blog!!

Now for the 11 questions Alison asked…

1. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? I’m a mix of both
2. What is your favorite animal? Mm… that’s hard I can’t choose.
3. What is your definition of beauty? A sweet caring personality. It’s what’s inside that truly matters.
4. What is your dream job? Clinical child psychologist (hopefully one day)
5. Have you ever been bullied before? Most definitely but you learn tips and tricks along the way to make coping easier. To anyone who is being bullied, stay strong and don’t back down. The bullies will get bored and mature at some point. To those who have been bullied before, be proud of yourselves because you came out strong and defeated the bullies. Hold your heads up high you are all warriors who are fighting or have fought the same fight.
6. Are you religious or spiritual? Yes
7. What is your dream job? I’ve already answered this, I hope you’ve been paying attention 😜
8. What are you most thankful for? There are so many things I’m thankful for and the list can go on and on. But for now I’ll say I’m most thankful for having such amazing and supportive people around me that encourage and motivate me to keep going (that includes all of you too) Thank you! ❤️
9. Are you a patient person? To a degree, depending on the circumstances but mostly yes… I try my best in difficult situations
10. What is your favorite color? Midnight blue
11. Are you scared of heights? No, but I’m scared of falling (if that makes sense)

More facts about me?? I think I’m just going to continue on from the previous ones,

8. I love surprises

9. I hate fake people

10. I enjoy writing (but don’t we all)

11. I can climb trees but freak out trying to get down (I can’t actually climb trees 😂)


Now for the the nominations… this is going to be so difficult. Ok you guys listen up I think it’s time you get to know the news. Whoever I link is getting nominated for both of these awards … I think you are deserving of both and if I do them separetly similar names will be popping up. So thought I’d just intertwine both of them (don’t know if this is allowed but oh wells I’m doing it anyways).

1. eddaz

2. Fortunately Human

3. emotionsoflife2016

4. writealineblog

5. Grief Poetry

6. Jothish Joseph

7. MultidimensionalHE

8. SumitOfficial

And I’ve planned on renominating these two amazing bloggers because they are definitely well worth it.

9. thegirlonthego08

10. Alison🐼


The 11 questions I give you are…

1. Why did you start blogging?

2. What is your biggest fear?

3. What is your current goal?

4. If you had one wish what would it be?

5. If you could be a Disney character who would it be and why?

6. What do you do when you get demotivated?

7. How do you deal with lack of inspiration?

8. If you had the chance to send one message that the whole world would see what would it be?

9. If who had to give up one sense, which one would it be and why?

10. What is your favourite quote at the moment?

11. If it was your last day on earth what would you do?

Fellow blogger in need of help! 

Hello there Bloggers ☺️

So I’ve had a little trouble writing lately. Literally feels like I have nothing to write. I don’t like that feeling. This got me thinking to why I started blogging. I remember my thoughts were so cramped that I just needed somewhere to empty and put them out. It was amazing because whenever I got a thought or something was bothering me I’d type it away. While I was thinking of this I realised that till now I haven’t really posted anything that fits with my blogging name, ClumsyandSilly. So why did I choose this name?

Whenever someone was asked to describe me clumsy and silly would always be mentioned. That’s how I portrayed myself to those around me. I never let them see the serious emotional side of me, that’s why my thoughts when alone or at night in the comfort of my bed were nothing like people saw. I changed myself, I wouldn’t say became closed up but more aware and cautious of when, what, how and why something is being said or done.

When I started blogging I knew that I wanted to speak the thoughts I never trusted or dared to say. I wanted to be able to free the screaming thoughts and emotions without having anyone look me in the eyes and dig deeper. I just wanted to be able to be heard, without any second thinking or doubts. But I guess now it feels like, what do people want to read? What posts will interest others? What messages will my readers take from the posts I share?

I don’t know. I just can’t find the inspiration to write something that satisfies me enough to post up. I know I want to write, I know I want to in someway benefit my readers with the posts I share, and I know for a fact I don’t want to be the person that blows unwanted Smoke on the people passing by.

So all you beautiful people out there, I need your help. What would you like to read about? What will benefit you in any way? What’s some experiences or opinions you would like to be shared? I would love to hear all your suggestions and thoughts. Please let me know what you think and what I should do. ☺️

Bye for now and stay amazing my fellow bloggers. 😘

Yaaaay, another one ☺️

Sometimes I ask myself “Why did you even start this blog?” and other times I say “I’m glad I started this blog”. Well today I was quickly going through the new posts on WordPress, when I saw one labelled “AN IRONIC AWARD FOR MY SAD REASON OF CREATING THIS BLOG“, after reading through it I get such an amazing surprise. Thank you sooooooooooo much Tantei M.Gin for nominating me for the Sunshine Blogger Award, that you definitely deserve ☺️. It’s such an honour and it means a lot to me that I was one of those you nominated. I can’t thank you enough for allowing me to experience this happiness and excitement.

The Rules:

1. Thank the person that nominated you.
2. Answer the questions from your nominator.
3. Nominate fellow bloggers you follow.
4. Give them 10 questions to answer.

These are my answers to the 10 questions asked by my nominator.

1. If you were to live another person’s life, whose would it be and why?
I honestly don’t know. Maybe my mumma’s because we are so different but similar at the same time. I’d love to see what this amazing woman has experienced and how she turned out as the beautifully kind hearted person she is.

2. Favorite film of any genre and why.
This one is difficult. Hmm… I’ve got so many. But to make sure I’ve picked one that everyone knows. FROZEN!! Hehe yes I know it’s not something you were expecting but I love the moral of the story. I remember almost every movie I watched as a kid ended with Prince Charming. But this one gave children a different perspective to love and life. Which I think is 👌🏼👌🏼.

3. Musician or lyricist? Which would you prefer?
Lyricist. I’m a person that doesn’t know how to put my emotions into words. So I love how they can portray their feelings and emotions in a way that is so relatable and understandable. Also I love to singing along (even though I don’t sound great 😂) and share their emotions. It’s a way for me to fully embrace my feelings.

4. What super power would you choose to have?
Have you guys ever watched teen wolf? WELL, Scott has this power that allows him to take people’s pain away. That’s a power I would love to have. To keep everyone smiling and help relieve them from any sufferings.

5. What songs and/or which artists are in your playlist?
Shown Mendes definitely. Loving all of his songs lately. Ummm…. Calum Scott ❤️❤️ And Ed Sheeran, Demi Lovato, Ariana Grande, and a whole lot of other amazing artists.

6. What do you think is the greatest weakness of mankind?
We want it, it’s difficult to find it, and it’s something that can make the strongest person weak and the weakest person strong. Probably the only thing that can be both so beautiful and most detrimental at the same time.

7. In a word, describe my blog and say why.
It is so difficult to pick a single word. Hmmm… Your blog is Awe-Inspiring. The way you write is amazing. Your posts are so real and relatable. So yea your posts are Awe-Inspiring and you should be proud of all your work.

8. Can you please critique any or one of my posts and tell me how I might be able to improve if I do ever feel like writing one like is some time soon?
Shattered Creatures. I love your writing and wouldn’t change anything about it. So keep going just the way you are, you’ve got great talent and are an amazing blogger. ❤️

9. If I had amnesia, how would you make me remember you? Assume that we have known each other for as long as necessary.
I’d take you back to the places me and you made the greatest memories Together. I won’t say much, but rather relive the unforgettable moments (I remember) with you so you can figure out from your emotions who I am to you.

10. If everything starts with a lie, what yours?
“I’m strong and capable”


Ok, so I don’t know how many I have to nominate but I’ll go with my lucky number 3 ☺️. These bloggers are definitely deserving of this nomination. Thank you for being so amazing and sharing your posts with the lovely WordPress family.

1. Eddaz
2. Thelonelyauthorblog
3. Randomthoughtsofmine2016

Now for your 10 questions.
1. What inspired you to begin blogging?
2. If there was one thing in your life that you could make permanent, what would it to be?
3. If you could ask me one question what would you ask?
4. What’s the best thing someone has ever done for you?
5. If you could go back in time, what’s something you would do differently?
6. What kind of person are you?
7. What’s your best feature and why?
8. If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be and why?
9. What’s the number one thing on your bucket list?
10. What’s your biggest “If only…” ?

Who am I?

Am I the one they call beautiful or ugly?

Am I the one they think is cute or retarded?

Maybe I’m the shy one or probably the mean one?

I really don’t know…

Am I too sensitive or too cold-hearted?

Am I fat or way too skinny?

Am I too white or too dark?

Am I the one with so many blemishes?

Am I the one that looks dead because of the dark circles?

Am I the one they constantly make fun of?

Will I ever fit in with society?

Maybe I should change?

But then I become the one that is always changing….

So now am I the one that is unstable?

Will I ever get an answer?

Who am I?